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[Jan. 4th, 2006|12:22 am] |
happy fuckin new years. mine ruled i was so gone. had the worst hang over. tomorrows my last day to sleep in. i drove the freeway for the first time all the way home and didnt get off on the first off ramp i saw.
p.s. i never trashed so and so's car. that went around that i did i never did. and its gay how people said i did that was 2 years ago and i totally fergot about it. take responsibility for what u did and dont blame it on me. |
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| onee tree hilll quote! |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
at this point there are 6,470,818,671 people in this world
some are running scared
some are comming home
some tell lies to make it through the day
others are just now facing the truth
some are evil men at war with good
and some are good struggling with evil
6 billion people in the world
6 billion souls
and sometimes all you need is one. |
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| <3 inspired by tolaa |
[Sep. 15th, 2005|08:31 pm] |
"The greatest irony of love;
loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...
and sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again...
for some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person...
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else...
most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. love is always present.
it's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...
as we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right...
most often we fall in love with the person we think we love
but to only discover that for them
we are just for passing time. while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...
so here's a piece of advice;
let go when you're hurting too much.
give up when love isn't enough.
and move on when things are not like before...
For sure there is someone out there
who will love you even more." |
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| 8===> |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|01:07 pm] |
can u imagine if all thinks were possible?
i had a horrible okay wierd day ajdsoaf PEACE |
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| im in love |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|10:26 pm] |
the man of my dreams <3
im glad to be home. school startss BLAH. i have the greatest friend, erik english, that is, bc hes got my work covered im sooo freakin lucky to have him dearly. my dogs are sooo cute they went to the groomers and look like cow girls w/ the little bandanas, anna knows exactly how to make them cute. i love them. they are better then fat ass lucy. i miss my family in portugal, thats all... i ate CPK for the first time in weeks and shopped and got new pants to replace my hollister shorts that my brother destroyed over the teeter-totter incident. & i can drive and go anywhere i want now. the next thing i need to learn is the freeway but i dont think ill be to safe on that. me and cristina almost got into a car accident today we were complaining and we were pulling out of del taco and crossing to get to the other side and a person came streight towards the car and they were literally less than a foot from cristinas side. poor shitty almost died right there,,, she told me to never speak of this but it was scary. tomorrow is a newww day.
lalalalalalal!!! im a freakin senior and i have the best sister out of everyone!!! neener neener neener |
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| goin awayy |
[Jul. 30th, 2005|02:14 pm] |
good bye everyone.......... i will be gone for threee weeks in portugal =//
sfkndsgokdogivjr0grvmrg
seee you when i get back & that will be the end of my summerr |
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| tola gets me everytime |
[Jul. 21st, 2005|02:53 pm] |
MmmmgOOd30: hahahah
Auto response from pockAdoTteaRdroP: FUCK SOAK CITYY
MmmmgOOd30: Boy: I need someone to talk to
Girl: I’m always here for you
Boy: I know
Girl: What’s wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
Girl: talk to her
Boy: I don’t know. She won't ever like me
Girl: don’t say that. You’re amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel
Girl: then tell her
Boy: she won't like me
Girl: how do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell
MmmmgOOd30: Girl: well just tell her
Boy: what should I say
Girl: tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: Im always with her. I love her.
Girl: i know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me
Boy: wait. Who do you like?
Girl: oh some boy, but he won't like me
Boy: oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: she does
Boy: how do you know..
Girl: because who wouldn’t like you.
MmmmgOOd30: Boy: you
Girl: you’re wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too
Girl: so are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.
MmmmgOOd30 is away at 2:46:28 PM.
pockAdoTteaRdroP: i love thattata dsc |
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| a new driver |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|02:32 pm] |
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so the unexpected happened out of the luck of myself......... i got my license!!!!! wooh0000 i got minus 15 i cant believe those idiots gave it to me... i am the worst driver in the worlDDD hahaha god this is hilarioussss i wouldnt even give it to myself |
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| a dumb up date |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|01:37 pm] |
so this summer ive seen....
tola-once
camille-like 5 or 6 times
dee-3 or 4
nat-4 or 5
we need to take a new summer photo
dang. wtf i hate summer school bc that takes over tolas life, josh and camille are in love, i have work and i just ended summer school, nat has work and then ish's back... soo then its gonna be himm more, and dee has work and lives on a freakin hill all the way in the forest.... and thats about it... BLAHHHwsf;sgfetewtwegwegg
i miss my girls
and i havent seen alll my other lovely friends either =/ hmmm... maybe i should get on the ball and hang out with them before i go to portugal and stop going out with my friends from work soo often... even though thats like never but more then the girls...
i failed my license test im pretty sure i failed my POW. ohh well
4th of july was okayyyy.... i made a new fouurth of july ritual! so far its been two years hah.. and someone called me from new york and i have no idea who its was...bummer...
happy bday my carol baby even though youll never even see this |
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| this is soo cute |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|11:49 pm] |
MmmmgOOd30: awww look @ this i thought it was cute!!
pockAdoTteaRdroP: send it
MmmmgOOd30: its long but ill send it little by little
MmmmgOOd30: I WANT BE THE GUY. . . .who would move the hair away from your eyes and then kiss you. hold your hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. I wanna be the one who would tell you that your beautiful if you dressed so trashy it was classy. the one who would sing to you at random moments. the one who would let you sleep on my chest.
pockAdoTteaRdroP: aosjdspfed f
pockAdoTteaRdroP: send MORE
MmmmgOOd30: the one who would beat the shit out of someone if they called you fat. the one who would call you 3 times a day if I went away. the one who would let you gossip to me and would just smile and agree with everything you said.I would throw stuffed animals at you when you acted dumb and then dog pile you and kiss you a million times.
pockAdoTteaRdroP: moreee
MmmmgOOd30: and the one who would make fun of you just to make you laugh I would surprise you with 25 cent rings and we would have contest of how far we could spit our gum. i would take you to the park and put my hands around your waist and give you big bear hugs all the time. the one who would kiss your neck just to have a reason to tell you how much i like your new perfume and at night we would dance in our pajamas and we'd always take pictures in photo booths..
pockAdoTteaRdroP: awwwwwwwwwwwwww!WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWwksfuweif
MmmmgOOd30: I would never turn down a trip to the boardwalk and we'd play tag on the beach. I would tell all my friends about you and smile when I did it. we would sit on the kitchen floor and eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.. and we'd make out in the pouring rain. I would tell you when i didn’t think something looked good. I would TRY to teach you how to play the guitar but we'd just end up laughing at each other.
pockAdoTteaRdroP: is that ittt =(
MmmmgOOd30: I would run my fingers through your hair even if it was dirty. I would share lollipops with you and get along with all of your friends.I would never be afraid to say " i love you " in front of my friends and we would argue of silly things then make up. we would kiss at midnight on new years and make funny faces at each other when we're on the phone.
pockAdoTteaRdroP: moree
MmmmgOOd30: i want to be the one who would count stars with you and be friends with your family. i want to be the one who would stay home with you on a Friday night just to help you make a dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket and squirt water guns at each other in the house. the one who would tell you your beautiful .. someone who would look you in the eyes and tell you something serious that was also funny and make you promise not to laugh. someone who would make you laugh like no one else could.
pockAdoTteaRdroP: is that it
MmmmgOOd30: the one who would hold you closer than normal when your sick. we would buy tons of disposable cameras and take lots of pictures. but mostly, I want to be the one who would be your best friend and would never lie to you or break your heart . . .
MmmmgOOd30: thats the last of it
pockAdoTteaRdroP: adjpsafsd
pockAdoTteaRdroP: i wanna barf it was soo cute
MmmmgOOd30: isnt that so effin cute!
MmmmgOOd30: hahaha |
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[May. 6th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
so my parents came back from Canada and i was looking for their pictures and trying to find out which memory card held the pictures from the trip.. and i got one and i stuck it in thinking maybe that was it. and it was pictures from last year.! i guess i never deleted them.. so i was thinking about that time and it was a year ago from this month it was quite interesting seeing the fact i got sick a year later at the same time. may of 2004. and practically felt like i was dying all over again with a cold.. its wierd bc i dont talk to about 5 of those people from that party and i looked to them as the closest people that i was with around that time. oh welll.....
its quite interesting...
  
^one year ago from this month ^
my journal entries fuckin repeat the same shit over and over and over !!!
i found my 8th grade teacher over the internet it was crazy!! he was tite and he lives freakin mississippi and hes an anchorman how wierd! |
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| APRIL! |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|01:37 pm] |
i really wanted to write an entry and i had a few things to write about but some how i went blank by the time i actually sat here and had time to write in this. everytime i decide a topic im already in bed and by the next day i ferget. this would be aprils entry since i write in this once a month.. i wish i wrote in it more so i can go back and read what i wrote before to think about the past. school has been wayy fun because i guess im hanging out with more then the usual 5 of us.. although i love them just as much or even more. yesterday i went to long beach.. i havent been there in awhile and i hada pay ryan a visit but he was all in love but that was still fine. so thenn we decided to leave since i dont really know those people and we took cristina home.. so we went to the beach.. the beach is just wayy pretty i swear im gonna live there one day..
when i look at people i just see a different person then what i use to see before. i dunno i guess i made some choices i wish i didnt and i really wish i could go back and maybe saved a few friendships i miss sometimes when i see people and i know it would never be the same. but it was on there half too. i have a tendoncy of avoiding those people rather then just saying hi but i see no point. if they hurt you why waste yer time by saying hi.. but i really wish things could be normal and civilized. but beyond that i got my feelings hurt last night and i miss him. it was a best friend gone to waste/
blah blah blah i dunno what to write in here.. alot is different then last year around this time.. its whatever though, i really dont miss it bc now im living my life in a different way and i wanna go through as many things as possible so i can experience alot. but when i look at it im still the same person so who cares.. im in a whatever mood maybe ill come back to this a different day....
on the other hand my parents are out of town and here i am at home i dont really feel like doing shit.i just got over a cold. i hate the rain it gets me sick and it lasts me weeks...me and my mom hand bonding day and i skipped school. i got my legs waxed it looks like a have hives but i calmed down alot but it hurt. im over it.
dee!
this is my bffl.
this is my sexily
i love my baby nat
all of them
carol baby!
chola
lingerie party! #2
and these two sluts <3
lingerie party! #1
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|05:16 pm] |
WOOHOO! another lingerie party thiss weekend in whittier for marleens bday!
im excited!!!!! <3 i love you marleen |
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| jsgfui sdgbwegdfgfhfh |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|06:11 pm] |
jealousy is not intended.it just seems to happen.
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he will always be sexy <3
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alot has changed in a year. it went by fast. i can recall this weekend like the back of my head. some changes were good and others were bad. i realized all the things that happened brought good in my life and a little bit else. it might have in everyone elses.
i remember when i loved ashlee!!!! but now i dont its sad she changed and i dont like her anymore... i guess i only watch her show once in awhile i was dedicated to her like i dunno why...
i love my goose |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|09:31 pm] |
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the world is fake. and i admit i can be fake too. so enough with stuff. |
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| what a friendship is// |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|11:35 am] |
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a friendship is something that cannot be made materialistically but from the heart. it is developed throughout time and it grows with the love you put into it.. as u put the love inside it grows to become something special and it is something not worth risking to lose. But you keep it close to heart. You don’t want to break the special bond you form with a friend because this brings joy to your life. You are there for you friends and they are there for you. You go through problems and you bring yourselves out. This can bring you closer into a friendship If you are able to pull yourself out of anger and sadness, and make it stronger then it was before. You cannot be selfish into a friendship and put yourselves away from the rest. It causes problems and doesn’t work out. You must share the love to others and spread the happiness one brings you and give that love to another. Share the love amongst your friends. You can form a special attraction amongst a group of friends. This does not consist of having same interests and such. But it consists of being able to interact and love with one another. You all become very close and you know you cannot live without the people you have learned to grow with and love. you now feel you belong all together and cannot live without the friendships you have made. You have formed a special bond that is priceless to break apart… keep the ones you love close to your heart because one day you can wake up they aren’t there anymore…
so last night was pretty intense..and yes... but now i know how much friends mean to you when you need eachother..so the tears needed to end and it called for an all girls night to mend the broken hearts... with our favorite movie -mean girls- and ice cream... a picture photo shoot and the good ole dancing and singing together =)
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 hate
 peace
 and love! |
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| sleepy |
[Feb. 20th, 2005|12:04 am] |
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Let me take you down, ’cause I’m going to strawberry fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hungabout.
Strawberry fields forever.
Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It’s getting hard to be someone but it all works out, it doesn’t matter much to me.
Let me take you down, ’cause I’m going to strawberry fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hungabout.
Strawberry fields forever.
No one I think is in my tree, I mean it must be high or low.
That is you can’t you know tune in but it’s all right, that is I think it’s not too bad.
Let me take you down, ’cause I’m going to strawberry fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hungabout.
Strawberry fields forever.
Always, no sometimes, think it’s me, but you know I know when it’s a dream.
I think I know I mean a ’yes’ but it’s all wrong, that is I think I disagree.
Let me take you down, ’cause I’m going to strawberry fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hungabout.
Strawberry fields forever.
Strawberry fields forever.
so i was watching i am sam tonight and it really made me thinkkk.... this song stood out though
i now realized i am capable without things... and that i can become a better person |
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| februarys update |
[Feb. 14th, 2005|01:10 pm] |
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so this weekend was bonding time
friday-me and tola movie night -we watched sweet home alabama and didnt finish but it was nice having talks with her
saturday i went to the beach it was sooo prettyyy....
saturday-was amazing camille bein a bad butt came and picked me up with her daddys car and even filled it up with gas! and then we drove with no lights on in the dark and never once did she use her blinkers and we got ice cream. then davie and joshua came and we watched 50 first dates.. another night and i didnt finish the movie..
sunday-me and nat went to go see the girls all pretty for formal they all looked sooo pretty...! =)
and then it was bonding time for us we felt like dykes.. but it was cool. we went to turnbull canyon and went all over whittier hills and then went home and started watchin some lame ass movie but it made me laugh,.. again i didnt finish the movie
today is valentines day.. and im home alone how fun....
but yah im happy to have my friends i have. i love my girls,,dee nat tola and camille <3 i finally found the people that i know will always be there and i dont know what i would do without them.. friends mean everything to me, and im glad i have them.
steph is living with me for three weeks... its crazy, i never sleep bc im always up.. but shes never home its funny.. its more like havin a sister then a friend living here |
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| i am happy with myself. |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|08:10 pm] |
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so i finally am where i want to be. i am happy with myself. and nothing bothers me anymore. and im never letting people put me down ever again although i hear people tell me things but i dont care. dont let things stop you bc half of the time life is full of lies and you trick yourself into believing something thats false. i feel like im back fully on my feet well ive been like this for awhile but i just havent updated. but i can say i have the best fuckin friends in the world, and i learned i dont need to be nice to people who arent apart of my life and who give me shit. you might all think im talkin about whats his face.. but seriously im not im talkin just about people in general.
i also found out im the worst drunk in the fuckin world.. which i never really drink alot but when i do it occassionally i need to learn to handle my shit.
im also glad i have new people in my life it just feels so good to move onto better things than when i use to just sit there and be bored with myself. so i guess this is a turn point in my life, and i guess im starting to see why things happen for a reason.. i base my whole life on that "things happen for a reason" but it really takes you a long ways and i guess it works for me....
other than that the lingerie party was a success.. sorry for runnin out of blankets,, cryin my ass off over some stupid joke which i believed,, for sleepin in lame places... and whatever.. thank you all for attending
peace
 i decided to end this with two of my favorite people!! tola and bf <3 |
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